ramblings about the past few days

Oh well, life has been weird, difficult and interesting...all thrown in at the same time... the last few days. Had to rush to Chennai urgently. While I could have managed to stay in Delhi alone with T, I wanted to spend some time with mum and dad. Had to take this decision rather urgently. B wasnt in town. He was traveling to Europe on work. Anyway, reached Chennai. Spent the first day at home. Very quiet. Spent most of the time in my room, going through everything that was left behind by me. Felt nostalgic.

The next few days went off in a jiffy. Met up with really close friends...Thanks all you guys for spending time with me. It was really sweet. Appreciate it. Next time...for a longer duration for sure.

• Watched a movie with Abi, at this new cinema hall on the Mahabalipuram Road.
• Met Anush, Navi and Vidya for drinks and grabbed some dinner as well.
• Met Prem who was very sweet to me. He called home and mum said that I was sick..down with a flu, and he came home with some nice steamin hot chicken soup!!! So sweet that was....He's been a friend to me ever since I can remember...
• Made a quick plan to have coffee with Sandy, Divya and Preeti in the middle of the night at Matchpoint. Spent almost the entire night there over conversations and coffee, of course...
• Met Aki, Nithya, Chamu and Natasha for lunch at this quaint lil Thai restaurant called Benjarong. We were the first to enter the place at 12.30..and the last to get out ..at 4.30!!! So much college talk!

Anyway, also managed to spend a lotta time at home. Had loads of mum & mum-in-law cooked food, which was missing in Delhi. Read a few magazines, started reading a few books, made some alterations to my room, went out with dad a few times to his office, slept and watched television.

I am back in Delhi now, left T behind in Chennai so that she could spend some time with grandparents before she starts school in April. I feel bored. No one to talk to, no one to scream at, no cycling with her...I miss her. But yeah,...I know she is in safe hands. She is at home.

Now I don't know where I wanna be. I have my freedom here...but I feel lonely. There are too many things to do in Chennai, too li'l time, indifferences, everything...but thats home!